Friday, July 3, 2009

PAC @ INTENGAH ~~

Hopeful.

Tue jer la perkataan yang aku boleh katakan sekarang.

Ada efforts, ada inisiatif, ada idea, tapi less implemented. I'm sacrifice my hair, getting stuck in a crowded train, and so on. Less implemented mungkin kerana sikap semulajadi aku yang kurang bercakap dengan rakan-rakan baru. Atau pun perasaan gemuruh yang automatically timbul di saat-saat tertentu. Nak kata kurang preparation pun tidak juga. Aku dah survey dengan kawan-kawan yang dah melalui PAC nie, buat research sket apa yang terjadi kat PAC, even i'm sign up for the PTD Portal and share the information.

So far tadi, aku agak kurang berpuas hati dengan apa yang aku boleh buat tadi coz i know i can do better than that, but i'm still grateful for what i've been through and achieved. For the part one, public speaking, i only speak a little, but i manage to overcome it at the part two, debate.

But come to part three, i'm bit dissapointed coz again it's a team activities. It give me less opportunity to impress coz of the limited space and time. It just same thing with the physical part where it's not like i was expected it to be. Less individual, but more to teamwork.

Aku tahu apa yang aku buat tadi kurang bagus, mungkin kurang untuk melepasi process PAC ini. But i'm remains hopeful to get that. I don't mind of hard work coz it's worth doing it.

Penat tok sah cakap la, sampai sekarang tak hilang lagi.

Nyte2~

2 comments:

BIDADARI KECIL said...

it's ok dear...b da usahe kn..insyaAllah..=)

Eppy El-Nino™ said...

huhu..
thnx dear..
=)